Ocean Head

That horrible feeling when

you spend all evening with your girlfriend and you come home and you can’t shake that feeling of loss, that feeling off missing something, and you can’t figure out why and then it hits you that everything you’re wearing smells like her. So you change, but it doesn’t stop - she’s everywhere and it is so intoxicating and elating yet so incredibly sad at the same time, because it is like she is everywhere but she’s not here, she’s not with me. So you go to bed, right? You go lay down in your bed because maybe being there will bring sleep and sleep will bring tomorrow and tomorrow will bring seeing her. So you go lay down but wait.

24 hours ago she was here, she was laying next to me, I was holding her and running my fingers through her hair as she slept, and my pillows and my sheets and my hands and my just everything smells just like her and it is just

ugh.

I miss her already.

I’d say I love you too

but I’m all out of favors.

This one’s for believing, if only for it’s sake.

My bounty is as
Boundless as the sea,
My love as deep;

The more I give to thee,
The more I have,
for both are infinite.

Wish you were here.

Or that I was there. I just wish that we could be together.